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To see the new site, click the above link and see whats been going on and how God is so good.
Mother Teresa once said, “I know God will not give me anything I can’t handle. I just wish that He didn’t trust me so much.” I have to laugh at this at times. Especially, when things happen that are out of my control. Just the other day my son had an odd thing happen. He went to school and would not talk. If you knew my son, you would know some concern was for sure made. The teacher was so concerned that she called me and I had to send his dad up to see what was going on. In the end, my son said, “everyone wants me to be quiet and listen more. I was just trying it and I got into trouble. ” We as adults felt bad because we had pressured him into learning to not be him pretty much and we as parents and a teacher decided that we were going to have to take a different approach on teaching him how and why he should learn to be quiet a little in class. He was constantly saying he can’t. Yet, he did find out however that he could.
I can’t is actually a bigger word than it appears. I can’t is the answer to so much these days. Divorce, money, drugs, ETC.., how many times do you hear the excuse when it all comes down to the wire, the words, ” I can’t', is usually the answer to every situation. “I quit’, would be another famous excuse that seems to be an answer. We are having a hard time with our 7 year old learning to read. He hates it! He loves math and science and loves it but when it comes to reading he can’t stand it and tells us all the time that he can’t and he expects us to take that as the answer.
Shall we replay Jonah my friends, where a little man kept screaming I cant I cant and God said..You can you can. But Jonah, kept thinking I cant would be his suitable answer. Yet, what happened. Jonah kept running and God slowed him down to show Jonah that he can. I may never have been swallowed by a big fish but God has slowed me down many times to show me things I need to do and things I can do when I might say no or I can’t. God never said it would be easy my friends…he just said we would never go alone on this road.
Love you all who read this and don’t forget…God Love You!!!!!
I try to not complain to much but I need to somewhere so I must here and if you do not want to hear it than I advise you not read. I am very tired. If your stranger and your reading this, I have a medical issue going on that I am fully knowing that God has me with because I know God is not done with me yet. I just know that sometimes God may slow us down to maybe teach us more about how amazing he is and how much he needs to use us. If he needs to use me than I say use me.
I just have to cry sometimes and ask for relief though because this already hurts mentally and physically. I don”t understand but maybe I am not suppose to understand. That is part of being a christian as well. We are still human and we still don’t understand why bad things happen but they happen. We cry, we get mad, we get darn angry and we sometimes we even give up but then God reminds us maybe through someone or something that he is still there. We then pick ourselves up, dust the madness off and reach out and thats where our strength comes from.
My brother L and I have been through a lot in our life. He always worked hard, was left out of a lot of things but went on to college and still has always worked his butt off. Then there was me! I laugh when I move to this part because it took me a long time to admit these things but here I go. I was wild, selfish, and lazy. I had a baby young and I left home young and I set out to see the world. While I was out seeing the world, he was staying back taking care of our mother and trying and working hard. His pain was that at that time, he needed his sister. I didn’t see it because I was blind. But that is how some of us go into the world with our worldly flesh isn’t it? We go blind and selfish and we forget what we are leaving behind. What I left behind was a relationship with my family but thank God I have it now.
Yet, A long time ago, someone knew what pain really was. When you go to your local E.R. and its possibly for pain and they ask you what is your pain level on a scale from 1-10, have you known what real pain is. They say for you to really be in high pain on that scale of 10 according to them, you have to barely be able to talk and your blood pressure would be sky high. Well, my friends, Jesus Christ pain was more than any numbers. Even before Jesus faced his pain he even prayed and asked God no but God said, ” yes”. And Jesus sweating with blood and tears still said yes and stood up, dusted himself off, took a a deep breath, and gathered himself up and took the pain far greater than what you or I could imagine. So, while I lay here among all my pillows and my cuddle bear of a son…I have to listen to my own advice. I must stand up as well. I know this. Like I said, it hurts…sometime’s pain has to be talked about.
….and thanks for reading my friends in Christ and if your someone that does not know my God. Than goodness. You are missing out. I am adding a page right now about how to accept Christ in your heart. If you do, than please email me and tell me what God has done for you because my friend no matter the pain, physically or mentally…God is with you.
Neh. 8: 10….Do not grieve! For the Joy of the Lord IS our strength.
Trying to work on the website today. While I am and getting it to work the way I want it to I am also watching Band of Brothers. I look outside and its beautiful. The snow lays on the mountains with such a beautiful site. The sky so blue! Its an amazing site to see here in Alaska. Its really breath taking! I am from Alabama and some of these sites I have already seen I only saw in movies or picture books. Never dreamed they really existed if that makes sense.
I want to get out and really see this state but I am sadly on my back. I am hurting a lot from some medical problem I have. I don’t let it get me down though. I have a beautiful view I can look at everyday from my living room and oddly it does change. Somehow I will learn to add pictures so I may show you. Anyhow, I need some prayers though. Prayers, that this family can find a good supporting church. A church that can use me and A church that my children can love and A church that my husband can love and serve as well. A church where my husband knows that when he deploys in the next few months he can leave knowing that he has left his family is good hands. Its important for a soldier to leave his or her family in good hands. When a soldier leaves that means they are leaving everything. When the wife is sick, he can not leave that dark desert to help put the kids to bed or be sure they get to football practice. When that soldier leaves and that husband or wife ends with something wrong with the car. They can not come together and figure out how to fix it or where the money will come from. It is up to one person. The person that is left behind.
Some christians believe it is not important to go to church but because of what I just said, it really is. Also Hebrews 10:25 says, ” Let us not give up meeting together as some are in the habit of doing, but let us encourage one another. And all the more as you see the day approaching.” So, I add that I ask that you all please pray for our family. For me its important, for others it may not be but for me its a must.
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